I fucking hate feeling sorry for myself, and it makes me feel bad for feeling bad, so I just hate myself twice as much whenever I feel shit.
None of them ever have.
That tells me all I need to know.
I honestly don’t know if I’m going to make it to 2014.
If i tried to drown myself, im so unwanted that even the sea wouldnt take me.
If i tried to kill myself, im so unwanted that death wouldnt take me.
If i did kill myself, even hell wouldnt want me around.
Im so unwanted even I dont want me around.